Its been awhile. Heck, its been almost 2 years i suppose? Time flew by in a blink of an eye and no, i do not appreciate that. Within these years, I have went through a lot of things. The good and the bad. I am not too sure if I should be thankful of that or otherwise.

I strongly believe that there is a silver lining in everything that had happened. I have been trying to stay positive and convince myself that god will never put me through something that I can never handle. Yes, things may not seemed to be the way I have planned but I have done everything and leave the rest to god. In sha allah, despite the setbacks, there will always be something good hidden to surprise me eventually.

For now I know that my priorities have changed and I no longer feel the need to rush or even bother about the things I used to really want anymore cause what is the point when it is not the same for others. I believe now that I need to care for myself and do things that makes me happy.. In shaa Allah.

For now, I shall a plan for myself, a goal and a target. Let's hope I figure this out soon. I can do this.

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

That is all I can say.

I shall not get in depth.

One thing though, qn of the day: Why do people have to interfere with my life and just make my life and those close to me difficult when they have their own?

Food for thought yah.

The final is through. Now the last factor decides everything. Hopefully and in sha allah it will be a smooth journey. Then hopefully to the next level. In sha allah. I shall leave it all to the Almighty.

Amin.

Empty promises. Broken promises every single damn time. 

You know what?

Whatever.